[ They’ve all been through so much in such a short time that it feels as if they’re never going to recover from it. Mikasa is better than she once was, she thinks, but she still has nightmares. She still wakes up and feels a rush of fear that Eren is gone, or that she’s lost Jean somehow. It’s never going to go away.
It’s why she keeps sparring with Levi. She had to be prepared.
Right now, however, she feels small, and strangely worthless, beaten down by her insecurities and the conversation with Dolph. Guilt still eats her alive, even if she thinks Eren understands why she is how she is.
None of this is fair. They should be happy. All of them have earned that. She is, overall, so much happier than she was. Her heart just aches. ]
I care about you too. [ More than that, but just like with Eren the words are too hard to say. ] I’m sorry.
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It’s why she keeps sparring with Levi. She had to be prepared.
Right now, however, she feels small, and strangely worthless, beaten down by her insecurities and the conversation with Dolph. Guilt still eats her alive, even if she thinks Eren understands why she is how she is.
None of this is fair. They should be happy. All of them have earned that. She is, overall, so much happier than she was. Her heart just aches. ]
I care about you too. [ More than that, but just like with Eren the words are too hard to say. ] I’m sorry.