[ This is still hard for her. Despite knowing it’s allowed, that they’ve agreed that they’re all together and there’s no secrets, Mikasa still feels a little bit like she’s betraying Eren somehow, as if he’s going to come home and see the two of them together and flip. Maybe he will, angry that he wasn’t included, but isn’t he getting small moments with Jean too?
It makes jealousy bubble inside her, too complicated to unpick. Who is she jealous of now, Jean or Eren?
Maybe if Armin was here she’d have someone to talk to about it all. To help unclutter her mind. It’s not as if she’s going to Levi any time soon for romantic advice.
Her hand squeezes Jean’s gently as she ducks her head, shy with her own longing and uncertainty. She’s not really girlfriend material, with her callouses and her personality and scarring, but maybe that’s okay.
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[ This is still hard for her. Despite knowing it’s allowed, that they’ve agreed that they’re all together and there’s no secrets, Mikasa still feels a little bit like she’s betraying Eren somehow, as if he’s going to come home and see the two of them together and flip. Maybe he will, angry that he wasn’t included, but isn’t he getting small moments with Jean too?
It makes jealousy bubble inside her, too complicated to unpick. Who is she jealous of now, Jean or Eren?
Maybe if Armin was here she’d have someone to talk to about it all. To help unclutter her mind. It’s not as if she’s going to Levi any time soon for romantic advice.
Her hand squeezes Jean’s gently as she ducks her head, shy with her own longing and uncertainty. She’s not really girlfriend material, with her callouses and her personality and scarring, but maybe that’s okay.
Maybe. ]
I’m happy right now with you.