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Jean "it's good soup" Kirstein ([personal profile] neighsaying) wrote2023-12-08 12:11 am

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INBOX (UN: OMNIDIRECTIONAL) text / audio / video / action This is Jean. Leave a message, and I'll reach back out when I'm available. [ Previously was thunderspear ] code credit
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[personal profile] abandonhumanity 2025-02-11 10:47 pm (UTC)(link)
['We asked you for the impossible, and ignored when you told us you couldn't do it. That wasn't fair to you.'

[For a moment, Eren can't tell if Jean is talking about their time in Somnius or their time back home. That moment last and lasts. His hands squeeze Jean's, then release - squeeze, release.

['I know who you are now.' Does he?

['I love you.' He does.

[It's an apology Eren never expected to receive. It's an apology he never would have asked for. It's a hurt that he's carried for what feels like years, what made him feel more alone than anything. He remembers feeling like he hated Jean and Mikasa at times.

[That was never true.

[He's quiet for too long. There's a lump in his throat. Jean has spent hours holding Eren as he cries. He doesn't want to cry now...

[But it's hard to speak. His lips stick together.]

I love you. Sometimes I love you so much it feels like I'm dying.

[His head spins. It feels impossible to forgive, because it feels impossible that he can be forgiven.]

We know each other now. I don't want to be apart anymore.
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[personal profile] abandonhumanity 2025-02-12 12:03 am (UTC)(link)
[Eren has to slow his breathing. He's good at it now. He wasn't always.

[But it's hard to look at Jean. It's been hard to look at Jean. He doesn't want it to be hard. He's fifteen again. He just wants Jean to be his friend.

[He's more. He's one of Eren's people.]

My bones will remember...

[He whispers it, a hand coming up to touch Jean's chin.]

You're right. I'll never forget.
abandonhumanity: w/ permission from <user name="neighsaying"> (erejean 2)

hehehehe

[personal profile] abandonhumanity 2025-02-12 12:52 am (UTC)(link)
I want to give you everything I can. [It's an anxious promise. It's the truth.]

I love you. I want to keep doing this. [Time together - simple as that.] For as long as we can...
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we can wrap if you want UGH

[personal profile] abandonhumanity 2025-02-12 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
I know.

[Eren takes Jean's face in his hands. He tilts it down, presses a warm kisses right to the center of his forehead.]

I'm here.
placation: placation (art: sunorsa) - dns (but when you see me you'll know.)

invitation - no need to respond!

[personal profile] placation 2025-03-18 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[ At some point during the week, Jean receives an invitation:

I'll be hosting a dinner party on March 22 and would love to see you there!

Feel free to come to the Horizons farmhouse any time after 5 PM.

Please do not bring anything! No food, no drinks, nothing but your presence. I appreciate the thought, but for me, the joy of this is being able to cook for a group of people, and I would like to handle it myself.

Hope to see you there!

Dr. Maruki


One gets the impression that if you go against his wishes to bring something anyway, it might stress him out...

When the mingle log goes up on the 22nd, please feel free to come tag around!
]
oioioioi: with Jean (Till the end)

birthday

[personal profile] oioioioi 2025-04-06 06:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[Connie doesn't message Jean beforehand, even if he probably should have. He's just going to haul his ass over to the farm, hoping to catch him there. If he doesn't find him, he can just hang out with Eren or something while he waits.

Eventyally though, he does eventually catch Jean at the farm.]


Heya. Happy birthday.
oioioioi: Did we bring enough carrots for all the cars? (It's a whole new world)

[personal profile] oioioioi 2025-05-07 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, since you asked so kindly.

[Connie leans closer, needing to tiptoe just a little bit. And if Jean doesn't seem to object he get a smooch from Connie. Just a quick one, unless Jean makes it longer.]
Edited 2025-05-07 19:32 (UTC)
oioioioi: Always doing things as he pleases (That fucking bastard)

sometime after Reiner and Doppelbert situation

[personal profile] oioioioi 2025-05-08 07:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Connie is relieved everything is over (despite new problems popping up, it feels like), but once he's alone with Jean he seems to just crash and lean his head on Jean's back. Trying not to cry too much, but failing.

"... you can probably guess how I got alerted to the situation."

He doesn't need to say it, does he? That he also saw someone.
oioioioi: (Right right?)

the difference between these two inbox threads is hilarious

[personal profile] oioioioi 2025-05-08 08:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[Connie has no objections to continue the kiss, even smiling a bit as they do. It's definitely different now, but in all good ways.

He puts an arm around Jean's waist for comfort, since they're close anyway.]
oioioioi: If an idiot calls me an idiot what does that make me (Eh?)

[personal profile] oioioioi 2025-05-09 07:03 pm (UTC)(link)
For a moment, all Jean will hear is Connie's breathing and quiet sobs. Then Connie finally takes a deeper breathe.

"Yeah", he says. "I... was so glad to see her again. But then she started being weird and..."

Connie's mostly glad he was too preoccupied with the situation to text Jean about it. Because at least one of them was spared from being attacked by a feral Sasha.

Then he just rushed to Reiner, once the situation with Sasha was over. He hasn't had time to sort his feelings or anything.
oioioioi: (No thought head empty)

[personal profile] oioioioi 2025-05-10 06:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Jean's arms feel nice. They're bigger than Connie's and cover nicely. It's comforting, which is definitely what he needs right now.

"No. I'm glad you weren't", Connie says with a small sigh. "I wouldn't have wanted you to see her like that."

Feral, but not about food. Angry, her face turning quite ugly to more in rage she was. At least he got help to deal with the situation, rather than needing to deal with it solo.

"... I ended up insulting potatoes and her cooking skills to drive her off."
oioioioi: Always doing things as he pleases (That fucking bastard)

[personal profile] oioioioi 2025-05-12 09:23 pm (UTC)(link)
A proper hug is even better than what they had just now. Connie sighs, feeling comfortable in Jean's arms. The reassurance of 'doppelganger being definitely fake' also helps. It doesn't erase the pain, but it at least makes him even more confident that what he did was right.

"I miss her too", he says. It may be obvious, for both of them, but sometimes it felt good to say out loud. Connie did wish she would show up, but maybe not right now. Later, when this whole debacle has been forgotten.

"... can I stay with you tonight? I don't really want to be alone."
oioioioi: (Melancholy)

[personal profile] oioioioi 2025-05-13 08:35 pm (UTC)(link)
It was weird to have Reiner be the elephant in the room. But Connie wouldn't mention him unless Jean would. They would talk later, when they were both feeling at least an inch better. Connie did wonder how long it would take him to actually say he was alright.

At the small tease though, Connie does snort. "What if I want to drown in your freaking large shirts though."
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text; un: armored

[personal profile] nohero 2025-05-14 07:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Hey, Jean. Are you busy?

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